Recorded with a normal home mic, so that's why it's so crappy quality, i'll upload studio quality soon...
young, stupid, awesome, lyrical, funny, emotional,
Story behind the song
The song is about my father and the feelings i have about him never beeing there for me, lol :p
Lyrics
VERS 1:
Since I was a few years old, I used to dream about this guy,
run away from home to seek Him, haden't seen Him for a while.
Mamma used to tell me stories, why the hell You weren't there,
hope you'll understand the pain I felt, I feel it now aswell!
A few years older, middle school, 6th grade it was,
stopped by a store and stared You right in Your eye's.
you asked me, if I knew who You were, I couldn't tell,
My own father, and I couldn't see it's him at all! HELL!
That day emotions, opened up a new way, called pain,
imagine for yourself, how would that feel? It is insane!
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CHORUS:
wonder how to get that pain, to leave me...
before I live this world completlly!
wonder if this pain, is even real?
and wonder if those feelings will ever heal?!(and wonder if it's gonna heal?!)
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VERS 2:
now a days, I'd rather think of You beeing dead,
sad, but truth! I grew up to be a bad youth.
I drink beer and smoke weed, to cheer me up, u piece of crap!
This is YOU'R innfluence dad! It's because of you pap!
I swear to you, this story even makes Me sad.
so daddy, be aware! beware, life is unfair.
You ignorante piece of sh** ,
I hope you'll have it well in hell!
While I inhale, the last of this joint,
good bye, i see you there, Farewell!
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